This Crazy Life

One Month.  Home for One Month after PHP.  That’s the longest I could keep her going.  Day by day the restricting increased and my world fell apart bit by bit.  We went for a medical check on a Friday morning and by Friday afternoon we had been admitted into the hospital for 5 days.  One Month.  One fing long ass month.  And I still failed.  I still couldn’t keep my daughter eating.  I couldn’t keep her safe.  It sucks.  This disease fing sucks.  While we were in the hospital I figured up that in less than 11 months, she had spent just over 5 months either in the hospital or in a treatment facility.  5 months may not seem like a long time, but when you are only 12 years old it’s a big chunk of your life.  One Month.  We couldn’t even make it One Month.