This Crazy Life

Three tenths of a pound, that’s what we’re down on week 1.  I emailed her dietician so she would know before we met with her today.  She asked how I felt about it.  Honestly, I expected her to be down more than that, so I’m happy.  I know it’s still a loss, but it’s small enough it could just be a fluctuation too.  And this is the first time she’s held her own at home.  Probably ever.  Now is it going to help lead her to recovery and get rid of the ED.  Absolutely not.  But it is going to keep her at home for a while so we can work on recovery from other angles.  Absolutely!  Hopefully the accusations of me adding things to everything she eats will quiet a little.  Do I think she can sustain this for weeks?  No.  But I’[m going to give her the chance.  Maybe she can.  And if she doesn’t, then we change directions.  But for now, I’m going to be happy that we only lost three tenths of a pound over the course of a week.