This Crazy Life

She’s done.  She can’t continue eating.  She’s absorbing so much already that she’s gaining too much weight.  I told her eating isn’t optional.  Eating is a requirement of living.  But it’s not when you absorb so much through the air.  She’s stopped letting me see what she’s eating again.  She’s backing us into a corner that if I watch her eat, she’ll just stop eating.  I know she’s cut out the hummus that we just recently added to increase calories.  But the problem is what do I do.  No one feels like treatment is a good option.  The hospital will only stabilize.  I have a family vacation to Montana the end of June.   I leave for Florida for the D2 Summit Cheer competition tomorrow.  I had more to say, more to remember, more that I want to have to look back at how far we’ve come.  Someday in the future.  When we beat this thing or at least get to a better place.  But not today.  Today I need a break.