This Crazy Life

Clementine only supplements with room temperature, vanilla, ensure plus.  She does not like this.  She does not like this so much, that so far, she’s completing 100% by food.  We have never completed 100% by food.  Anywhere.  She’s eating food she’s not eaten for years.  She ate Mexican at a restaurant last week.  She commented that it was the first time she’s been in a restaurant in over 3 years.  But she ate it.  She did!  Now she’s only doing it to go home, but I can’t help but feel hopeful that the food has to help her body.  It must be good for her in some way.  Someway even more beneficial than just supplementing is.  Only time will tell, and she’s already expressed multiple times that it is her eating disorder, and no one can take it away from her.  But man, it has to be good to have some actual food in your body.   I’m going to be happy about this, for today.  Tomorrow my thinking will probably change, and that’s ok too!