This Crazy Life

She’s been home for just over a week.  She’s been eating.  Not enough in my opinion, but she’s eating.  And she’s doing life.  And she’s trying to be a person.  Which is huge in my opinion.  But I was really afraid weight would be down today.  I just knew it would be actually.  And that had me all in my nerves and my stomach upset and it makes it hard to let her do things when you don’t want to start this roller coaster again.  But we weighed this morning.  And we’ve maintained.  I know we still have some gaining to do, but maintaining, without a fight.  I’m happy.  I’m counting this as a win and I’m going to be happy with it.  It makes this week not nearly as stressful and as we navigate starting school again and where we’re going to start school again it makes it all so much easier for me.  Maybe we really can do this.  Will there be hiccoughs in the road.  Absolutely.  Can we maneuver through them?  Hopefully!!!