This Crazy Life

I’m still waiting to hear back from Denver.  They did call me and say they had completed the evaluation and they thought she needed the residential level of care.  They then proceeded to tell me all about residential and how it works and if I had any questions.  No, this will be her 4^th stay and one of those was at ERC Dallas.  So I know how it works.  And I actually think by the time they get us a date she’s probably going to need inpatient level of care.  She was stable 5 days ago.  But she’s not going to last long.  I don’t think I’ve said lately how much I freaking hate eating disorders.  I’m so exhausted and over this so I can only imagine how she must feel.  The entire family actually.  This has been a center point of our lives for over 2.5 years now.  That’s a long time.  And then I get down thinking it’s never going to go away either.