This Crazy Life

My twins are back to being so close again.  I swear it was like a switch flipped overnight.  She’s becoming a person more and more every day.  Getting out and doing things.  Being around people.  Laughing, smiling, joking around.  She’s been up in our house until 11/1130 the last two nights.  The girls are having fun together and with the one’s boyfriend.  Now if only I could get their other sister to join in.  If it’s not one thing it’s another right.  And I have a feeling every parent/family feels that way.  Nothing is ever perfect.  You can always want more.  Always want better.  And maybe that’s what I need to work on as a parent again.  Being happy with what I have and where I’m at.  Because honestly I’m so far from where I used to be.  Life is so much better than I ever imagined it could be.  I really never imagined she would even be at this stage and have a job.  And be alive.  Becoming a person again.  I never imagined they would be friends again and hang out again.  They were going to go “check” out a dog for the day from the local animal shelter.  However, they got there too late as the lady that runs the shelter leaves at 4 for the day.  She did tell them they could come back anytime and love on them and bathe them and help do laundry/clean up after them.  They were really excited.  So I’m happy for that!  But back to wanting to more.  I feel like maybe that’s keeping up with the Jones.  But not with material things but family happiness.  And we all know people don’t post the family problems all over facebook.  Well most people don’t.  They only post the highlight reel.