This Crazy Life

I’ve been dealing with some health issues.   Extreme fatigue.  Dizziness.  Lack of any energy or motivation.  When you also struggle with mental health issues it’s hard to know what’s physical vs mental.  I currently think I’m in a combo state of anemia (I did get blood work and have the labs to show this) as well in the midst of a depressive episode.  It just feels like everywhere I turn something is going wrong, someone needs me, life is stressful, then add in the physical symptoms and it’s enough to push a person over the edge.  I’m currently trying to figure out how to make myself happy.  How do you find your happy.  How to get your happy back.  I honestly have no idea what I even like to do or want to do with my life.  I think I’m in the middle of a midlife crisis and want to change everything in my life.  Careers.  Education.  Hobbies.  I’ve read several things about women finding their confidence and their voice in their 40s.  Women can be happiest from 40s-60s.  I’m not going to waste this time.  I just have to 1, get myself feeling better.  2, pull myself out of this funk.  And 3, figure out what I want to do.  Should be pretty easy, right?